Thursday, December 2, 2010

Dear (fuckin) Diary

Today, i got to see my sister strapped to a gourney and wheeled to an ambulance. Today, i got to ice my knee for two hours because some bitch kicked it. Today, i got to tape my fingers together because one of them was the size of a zuccini. Today, we lost a basketball game to a team we should've killed.

On the bright side: Today, i met a boy. Well actually, i've known him for a while, but we've never actually spoken. he's living proof that i don't have a type. the only criterion i've got: athlete :) but other than that, its a pot pourri of basketball, football, soccer, lacrosse, mountain biking.....yum?

Today, i realized something. my dependency on the one i loved has slowly faded. thank god. for he has built me up and torn me down. but i have done the same. and sadly, i am just as much to blame for this failure.

Today, i loved. i lost. i lied. i lived. and best of all, i learned. i learned that i can be the person i want to be without someone else. i learned that my independence makes me stronger than the strongest man in the world. i learned who the people who matter most are. i learned that i have the power to change the world just by trying to make a difference in the lives of the people around me. i learned that i can be me for me and not for anybody else.

Today, well today is over. Today is just the prologue for tomorrow. And tomorrow holds endless opportunities.

So i'll leave you with this: live&love like today is your last but hold your head high knowing that tomorrow's another day.

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